Even when its brutal and bitter. I am not by nature a deceptive person. I have never been a good or convincing liar.
I want to tell the truth to everyone, even when it hurts. I really dont have a problem with this. Its just that, I have to be willing to tell the truth to myself too.
The problem with that being, someimes I dont even know what the truth is.

i can feel the pain insde your heart Jen.. hope you're okay!